Decision! Decisions!

Woke up this morning and made some decisions.... :)
Some major some minor, but mainly this is me making decisions, when my entire life I have been a follower. Someone unable to make decisions either due to my complacents or due to circumstances when decisions were difficult to make because of uncertainty of the future.
1. I want to stay in UM. And why not its a great place, its central and it fits.
2. Iwant to buy a macbookpro.
3. I want an apartment in town.
4. I want to be good at what I do. What do I want todo? Well subspeciality wise might still be geriatrics. Ill do my training in Melbourne. Yay...
5. I'm taking off my pretences of peity at the first opportunity I get. So what I'm not that good at it anyway. Well not yet for God's sake. No use pretending.

What lead to these cumulative decisions, maybe my new found freedom from Adil. He has held me back for too long now. Enough of being the complacent back seat driver. Time for me to drive myself. No more backbenching. Time to take the podium. Time to orchestrate my own future... Yay...

I deserve the best I think. No longer thinking that I'm not good enough. I'm more that adequate for the best. Their lucky to have me in the league.

Broken Hearts Anonymous

Isn't life just full of dissapointments?
Crazy as it is, just need to remember that life is temporary...
No such thing as forever. Life to short to dwell on the past dissapointments and heart breaks, my dears. Love to the fullest and let time take its course. healin and repairin. of course easier said than done. Then, what else is there to do?

Lifes' Simple Pleasures

A new laptop. A manicure. A nice T-shirt. What is it for you?